The Light Seems So Far Away Now

(A snippet of my conversation with anon)
It's still not over yet. I've just received a phone call from my supervisor yesterday asking me to prepare a journal based on my report so that he can publish it. What??? Arghhhhh, tensen, tensen, plus sakit jiwa. All that I want is just to pass this subject. Why do i need to do all of this unnecessary thing. This extra burden. Unfortunately i can't say no, it's hard to decline it. Not when my report haven't been marked yet. Memang paksa rela la jawabnya. He's going to use my report for a presentation in a conference somewhere in Bahrain next year and I've been given 2 weeks to finish it. Gila aper. there goes my short-lived freedom. All that I can do when we met just now is 'senyum macam kerang busuk ajer'. Yes, I can do that. Yes, I know that it's good for my future (unless if I'm going into the academic line but if not, my published journal won't do much to help me in the real life because I think my final report is sufficient). Hopefully, there are no more obstacles waiting for me in the near future. Now, I'm back to my drawing board again. Sigh. Ganbatte kudasai.

Why is it so hard to reach at the end of the tunnel???
(Pic: Somewhere in Hobart, Tasmania)

P/s Last minute obstacles, something that I really hate but the journey must go on no matter what.

Some Light To Guide

Just follow the light

What happen yesterday???
- Got a visitor from Tassie
- Got back my draft report from my supervisor and I need to make a few adjustment and correction on it (It ain't over till it's really over)
- Borrow a new Japanese drama (a whole set - a good way to waste my not so precious time)
- Shopping some groceries (A reminder to myself, it's better NOT to take the groceries home by bike. Haha, I nearly tumble because it's hard to balance the bike. A good enough reason to upgrade to car)
- Servicing my bike. Something happen to it and I guess my bike is falling apart day by day. Need to give more TLC to it.
- Planning on a trip to... (Somewhere far) but before that, I'm going camping at the outback for 3 days and 2 nights (hope so).

P/s It's raining outside and I'm too lazy to do anything. But now I'm highly motivated (Haha, really contradict my first statement), only now can I see the light at the end of the tunnel/journey.